End of Year

Wow...2010 is almost over. Only 8 days left before the new year. As for me, 2010 is not as eventful as 2009 but still, there are lots of interesting things happen to me.

What I want to achieve in 2011? hrmmmm... There are lots of thing in my mind but let keep it first until the time come. For now, just enjoy the last days of 2010 and just wish that everything runs smoothly until the the very last day.

My Honeymoon Destination

Owh2... I don't know why suddenly I want to talk about honeymoon destination. But It just cross my mind this very morning. Readers, feel free to skip this entry yeah;-).

This is where I wanna go for my honeymoon. "Santorini Island, Greece".

Santorini’s group of islands is consisted of Thera, Thirasia, Aspronisi, Palea and Nea Kameni (Volcanoes) islands and is located in the most southern part of the Cyclades in the Aegean Sea, 63 nautical miles north of Crete. The surface area of Thera is 73 sq. km. and its population, distributed among thirteen villages, is 13.600 people, according to the 2001 census.

I let the pictures explain why I choose this island as my honeymoon destination.

ps: kalau tak kawin nk g honeymoon kat sini jugak leh tak? kekekeke

Body Jam 55 and Body Attack 71 Launch at FF

To the fact that this is my most hectic week, I managed to squeeze some time to attend the launch for the new release of LesMills BJ55 and BA71.

On Monday, I attended BJ55 launch at FF The Curve. Together with the regular members from Axis, the whole one hour feels Awesome!!. In my personal opinion (hihihih..), I think the members in FF is hyper compared to members in TF;-)

And today, I managed to joint the launch for BA71 at FF Menara Axis. It has been a while since the last time I joint BA. I survived the 45minutes of the 1 hour class. Not bad ha for the first time (am I?). It has been a while, so its like first time hehehehe. Looking forward to attend more BA class:-)

tired after BA class....

Foreseen Another Hectic Week

Its 1.04am Monday 13th Dec 2010

I'm still wide awake. Browsing thru internet, reading friends blog and dreaming hahaha...

Foreseen another hectic week ahead with datelines everyday. 3 TCs which are due on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. 2 proposals which are due on Thursday and Friday respectively. Plus ongoing project which I'm incharge. Sigh...

Fitness First will also be launching the new releases this week. I'm not sure whether I still have the energy to attend any of the launches. Hopefully I can. At least anyone of this ,, or all...

Apa apa pun, Have a Great Week Ahead Everyone.

Signing off 0120-131210

Shbam n Body Jam 55 Launch

Launch at TF

I'm enjoying the music and simple move of ShBam. Been trying this class in FF and TF and looking forward to the one in CHI. Hope one of this club will buy the license.

Body Jam 55 is super cool. The music and moves is awesome. Not to mentioned the energy demand. Seems like in every new release, the intensity level become higher.

Really enjoy the launch in TF. Looking forward for the launch in FF. Before that, need to practice a lot so I will not look "kongkang" kekekekeke.....

Enjoying the moves....


Confuse tgk HT.....


Look at Ms Tea.. Concentrate ooo..

Fever!!...Me No Like.

Down with fever since last night. Don't get enough sleep coz keep on waking up every hour. Body temperature is high but i feel like i'm sleeping in a fridge coz i feel so cold.

Today, off to the office as usual, but cannot concentrate. Nevertheless, managed to settle few things. Then, headed home to continue recovering mode. No gym for me today. sigh!!

Gebang Gebang Petang Khamis..

Normally, by November every year, I've confirm where to go for my Birthday trip in January. However, this year, I'm still thinking whether should I plan another trip or plan to do something else.

Or should I do something different like, just apply for leave then, pack my bag, go to the airport/train station / bus station. Then, just choose one destination which catch my eyes and proceed with it. Sound interesting and challenging. Maybe I should do that.. hahahaha.

Hrmmmmm....or, just choose one of this..

Beach holiday?

Or go down south to experience Christmas in Tropic

Perhaps, a snowy place...

Any suggestion guys?.....

Vientiane, Laos

I was here somewhere in March. Supposedly, I post this entry first before entry on HCMC hehehe..

For me, Vientiane was not as busy as HCMC. People here are more relax. Vientiane is known for its temples. You can find so many temples inside the city and most popular is Pha That Luang. It is the symbol of Laos.

Ho Chi Minh City..

Yeay!! completed another journey to another Asean country. This time around, it is Ho Chi Minh City (HCMC), Vietnam. About 2 hrs journey by flight from KLIA.

First impression when you step out from the airport, you will see lots of motorcycles. When I said lots, i really mean it..hehehehe. You can see them everywhere. They even have a dedicated lane for the motorcycles on the main road itself.

HCMC is a blend of modern and old. In one side, you can see the old buildings like Ben Thant Market and at another side you can see rows of high rise building with beautiful landscape. It is a nice city to visit especially if you are the type who like shopping very much.

For me, the main attraction of HCMC is Cu Chi Tunnel. This is where you can learn and explore the Vietcong tunnel where the Vietcong live during the war.

For Muslim, you don't have much problem finding a Halal restaurant. Halal Saigon to name one is one of the Halal restaurant you can find there.

Enjoy the photos..


HCM city old n modern blend together


one of many secret entrance into the tunnel and trap surround the tunnel (right)



another entrance / exit to the tunnel and this is how they disperse the smoke while they cook inside the tunnel (right)


Notre Dam Cathedral. Hjan2 pun nk pose jugak. inside Ben Thant Market (right)


one of the high rise in HCMC. Mekong River (right)


unofficial ambassador for Halal Saigon. HRC @ HCMC (right)

Wow..

Wow..it has been a while since my last post here.To much to write till I dun know where to start. hahahahaha.... (another excuse)...

I wanna write. I wanna share but.....

Ramadhan 1431

Alhamdulillah...Syukur kerana di beri peluang sekali lagi untuk menemui Ramadhan pada tahun ini. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini memberi lebih keberkatan berbanding yang lepas.

Pada semua teman2 yang berugama Islam, Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna buat kalian semua. Insyaallah..

Surprised vs Curiousity

Received an sms from X asking me if I'm free tomorrow to help send X to the airport. What a surprised.. After almost 2 years, X suddenly contact me and asking for my help. Where is Y? All this while X has Y to do everything for X. I told X that I will confirm with X again tomorrow.

And to add to the surprised, my mom told me that she had dream about X last 2 nights. Hrmmm.. What is this? I'm really curious on what will happen tomorrow? "Curiousity Kills The Cat"...Sigh...

Like what YT said, why suddenly you have to take care of everyone...MA, Z and X... Why suddenly all this people appeared and reappeared in my life.. Everything will be reveal tomorrow..

Zul Update

Zul is still in Perdana Hospital. He had minor surgery yesterday and today the whole day he passed out. Only managed to talk with him this evening around 7pm. Then he goes quiet again. Maybe he is too tired. Wish that he is ok. Hope I'm able to have a chat with him agian tomorrow.

SaD...

"i dah paralysed my kaki skang"
"maybe sok lusa. "
"i pergi pada DIA."

This is Zul message to me this morning. He was admitted to Perdana Medical Center early this morning coz he cannot feel his leg anymore... There is nobody there to accompany him. He had requested to be transferred to either Damansara Specialist or Tawakal so at least he can be with his friend.

GOD please give him the strength. don't let him give up on hope....

While I Thought I Was Learning How To Live, I Have Been Learning How To Die

While I Thought I Was Learning How To Live, I Have Been Learning How To Die.. this is what my dearest friend said when I talk with him last night. He was diagnosed with a 3rd stage brain cancer and doctor gave him only 6 months to live. He is only 26th years old this year. Too young to to have to face this kind of challenge in live.

It even make me sad because he is an orphanage. Had been staying at the orphanage house since he was 2 years old. I think the experience he had while staying at the orphanage make him a stronger person. Just imagine you have a cancer with nobody around to take care of you left only a maid that he appointed to take care of himself. He bleed pretty bad last night until he had difficulty in breathing. But still, you can still sense a cheer in his conversation. He never show that he is in pain. MasyaAllah...Where he get all this strength?

I admire his determination to live even the doctor gave him such and such a time to live. He said, the doctor is not God to tell how long he can live. He get a scholarship from BNM to further his study in UK this January. He is now busy preparing himself and really looking forward to further his studies. January is around six months from now and if you compare to what the doctor said about his conditions and look at the preparation / planning he made to further his study makes me cry deep inside.

For him, it just nothing wrong with him. For him, he will live longer than what the doctor has predict him to live. For him, he is looking forward to continue and finish his studies like he will live forever. Oh My...ALLAH is GREAT. HE is taking something and at the same time HE is giving something back. And for him, I personally believe that he is a lucky person as he at least have an indication when he will breath his last breath.

To my dearest bro Zul.... I pray hard for you Great health, I pray hard that you will live longer and finish your studies, I pray that may all you dreams come true. And I promise you that I will be around when ever you need someone to talk to ease your pain. Hope you guys can pray for his heath too. Thanks...

Just wanna share what he wrote in his page....

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see.

YeaY!!

Happy sebab menyaksikan secara langsung kekalahan Brazil malam tadi...hehehehehe. Rasanya Brazil over confident dengan statusnya sebagai juara dunia.

Sekarang tunggu perlawanan antara Jerman dan Argentina. Hopefully Argentina tewas di tangan Jerman...hehehehe.

p/s: Encik Ezam, Terima Kasih Daun Keladi belanja dinner dan temankan tengok bola walaupun saya tau anda dalam keterpaksaan...hahahahaha. Next time my turn plak yer. Selamat Melayan "awek Indon" itu..hiks..

Waiting For An Answer....

I hope I will get an answer tomorrow so that I can move on. What ever the answer is, I will accept it with an open heart...

*waiting patiently..*

Missing...

Woke up super early today. Don't know why. Suddenly my mind keep on flashback down the memory lane. Seems like something is missing. Something used to be the part of my life. Argh!!!.. hate this feelings. Maybe because where I'm now. We've been here together years ago and all the memories come to live again... haish...

Retail Theraphy Is The Best..

YES!!!...It is true when people said "retail theraphy is the best theraphy in the world". Even what u get is only a t-shirt? (is it 'a'...correction, dozen of t-shirts...hahahahaha)..

Spend almost 5 hrs walking in the weekend market. Hoping from one shop to the other. Eyes washing, mouth drooling..hiks... Plus the great food (yeah, really need to burn all those calories once I'm back). Only feels tired when I felt my sling bag is heavy hahaha..

By the way i think my patner in crime this time around lagi hebat retail theraphy dia. Cannot follow..hahahaha

Apa apa pun, I'm enjoying every moments of this short break. Next week bru pikir pasal keje walaupun BB asyik berbunyi sajer.

Bestnya....

Yeah!!!!! Bestnya bangun pagi tk payah nk fikir pasal kerja, pasal email, pasal response untuk TC, pasal orang2 kat tempat kerja... Hari ni bangun pagi dengan tenang. Take my own sweet time. Kalau ikutkan, nak je tidur seharian tak yah bangun2..hahahahah.

Apa nak buat hari ni? hrmmm...Time to explore. Lama dah tak ke sini. Tengok apa perubahan setelah kejadian sebulan yang lepas...

Oklah, pada yang bekerja, selamat bekerja.. yeah.. I want to enjoy my short break from hectic working life...

Leaving On A Jet Plane on a Happy Week

Yeay!!!...today i'm leaving on a jet plane to somewhere not very far from Malaysia. But still, it is not in Malaysia. hehehehe.... A long awaited deserve holiday. My last holiday was back in March (or February. can't remember...).

And this week is a Happy week for me.. Monday has been very gentle. The day after everything runs smoothly... one after another good news. Alhamdulillah....

I'll try to enjoy as much as I can for this short break...

don't worry about failure. worry about the CHANCES you miss when you don't even try

I've got this quote from my sis Sabrina blog. Yes Sab Dear, I've finished reading all your entries yesterday and it really touches my heart. Keep on writing and I will definately be your No.1 reader.

This quote struck my mind hard and I think it's the best quote to hold to. With everything that I have been through and going through right now, I'm looking forward to all opportunities and chances that cross my path. I will try not to miss any of it.

If I fail along the way, there will be no regrets since I know I've been taking chances and have try my best...

What We Really Wanted May Not Be The Best for Us

Sometimes, we want something so badly until we are willing to do everything just to get it. However, do we ever think that is it worth it to go to that extend but at the end, we find out that the things we really wanted before is not the best thing at all.

But on the other hand, if we do not try our best to achieve what we wanted, how should we know that thing is the best for us or not. Life is like gambling. Sometimes we win and sometimes we loose. Each and every little thing we do will have its consequences. Its how we take it at the end..hrmmm.

Just something to ponder..

Pejam Celik Pejam Celik.....

Pejam celik pejam celik dah masuk bulan 6. Dah setengah tahun 2010 dilalui... Setakat mana perancangan untuk tahun 2010 telah laksanakan? adakah ia telah bermula seperti yang dirancang? kalau sudah sampai setakat mana? adakah anda masih bersemangat untuk mencapainya tahun ini atau ia masih tetap di peringkat perancangan? hrmmmm...

Persoalan yang kadang kala kita sendiri tak terfikir atau malas untuk berfikir.... Masa awal awal tahun, semua bersemangat nak buat itu ini. Termasukla tuan punya blog...hahaha. As for me, lots of planning have to be put on hold due to the unpredictable circumstances...(tk yah ckp la, buat sakit hati jer). I just hope that I can at least fulfill one of my target for this year.. Apa dia? Tunggu...hehehehe

Jadi, pada siapa yang mempunyai azam atau impian yang ingin dilaksanakan untuk tahun 2010 ni, anda masih ada 6 bulan setengah untuk melaksanakannya... Moga impian anda semua tercapai...

All I Ever Wanted

My mind still cannot stop thinking. Feel restless when your mind and body does not jive.

I'd rather walk alone
Don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I thought a thousand times
For I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey hey
Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feelin' we have been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know just let go

2 Down 1 To Go

Yesterday was the 2nd reception for Alipth n Leo. Overall, it was a Great moment. Both of them looks stunning in the outfit by Madukara Suteramas. Congrats to both of you. It is a start of a new phase in life. Wish both of you the Very Best of Luck dan semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir nafas Insyaallah..

Next will be the Final reception at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. After that, I'm done with wedding mode. ehehehe.

Gebang Petang Jumaat

Been occupied for the last couple of weeks. Banyak benda yang lama dah tak dibuat sebelum ni, di buat semula. In search for a fresh new start katanya. Tapi rasanya macam it is not a gud start. Am I too AGGRESSIVE? Am I too PUSHY? atau mungkin terlalu MENGHARAP. Mungkin kesemuanya. hahaha..Lama dah tk berperasaan mcm ni. Tu yang tak boleh control.

Anyway, setelah mendengar pandangan dan nasihat dari 'Y'ang 'T'erutama yang suruh tunggu sampai yang ke-15, I will try to stay as cool and calm as possible. But what if the 15th will be in the next few years? mcm mana? hrmmm...

The Day I Found Out That My MD Is an %SS H#%E

Guys, first and foremost. Mind my language. It just what I felt right now.

Ingatnya malam ni nak membalas tag sis Juwita. Tapi memandangkan jiwa kacau, fikiran meracau dan seluruh badan sasau bila teringat kembali kata2 yang didengar siang tadi, terus tukar fikiran dan apa yang ditulis malam ni adalah berdasarkan apa yang dirasakan saat ini.

As u guys know, I've been promoted since January and for you guys information, I still did not get my increment since then. Bulan 1 takde, Bulan 2 takde, Bulan 3 takde. And every month, after we got our payslip, my immediate superior(lets call him Mr. J) will ask me, Have u get your increment? Have you get your increment? Have you get your increment?And every month I will give the same answer to him. NO, NO and NO.

Last month, Mr. J told me that, he had talked to the ED about this matters and asked me to be patient and I do not hear any news from him since then.

Today, at around 6.45pm, I had a Teh Tarik session at one of the mamak near my office with a good friends who works in the account department. She is also close with Mr. J. After "gossipping" here and there, suddenly she said."Do you know why you still haven't get your increment?". Then I respond, "Nope. why?". She said Mr. J had told her why. She said she is not suppose to tell me this but since we are very close and there is no secret between us and she also feels that the MD is not supposed to do what he has done to me with regards to my increment she will tell.

She told me that, Mr.J had told the ED about my case. The ED was surprised cause how can I've been promoted since January but still do not get my increment. Then, she said, the ED and Mr. J go and meet the MD. The ED asked the MD, "Why Azrul still do not get his increment?". And the stupid response from my MD, "He is still on PROBATION!!!!". (PROBATION kepala hotak dia. aku dah keje nak masuk 1o tahun, probation apa kejadahnya lagi). MR. J and ED looks at each other confuse.Then, the ED asked," Why is he on probation?". The MD said"owh, he just been promoted to become a manager, that is why we need to put him under probation and see how he perform". Then the ED told the MD "The reason why we promote him is because of his past performance. Based on his performance for the past years, he is qualify enough to become a manager and thats why we promoted him. He also has been working with this company for almost 10 years, bukan nyer baru masuk nak kena probation". Then the MD just keep quite. Mr. J and ED left MD office with disbelieved.

After heard what she said, suddenly I just felt VERYYYYYYYYYYYY MAD!!!.Rasa nak bom je orang tua biar berkecai!!!! Lain kali, kalau nak promote orang, tapi tak mampu nak bayar gaji, tak payah la promote.%#@%$. Ada ke orang promote kena probation 6 bulan macam baru masuk kerja. Aku dah kerja 9 tahun la, 9 TAHUN!!!!, bukan 9 bulan, bukan 9 hari.

So, If you guys were in my place, how do you feel? I feels like all this while the company has not acknowledge what I have done for the past 9 years. I feel unappreciated. And with all the mixed feelings that I felt now, I don't think that I want to work with this company anymore. Enough is enough. kerja macam nak mampus, tapi treat staff macam sampah.ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

show the middle finger to the MD granny....

Thanks..

Thanks to everyone (u know who u are) for your concern and thought (thru smses, emails, call, response on FB, YM and spending some time with me during supper). Really appreciate all the effort and support during this hard time. Really glad that I get to know all of you...

Take care and May God Bless You all..

Arghhhh!!!

I lost my wallet last night at Menara Axis P.J.

I only ralised it when I want to stop to buy something for dinner. Gosh!!. It happens in between the front desk of the gym to the car park. Why me???. I really felt frustrated to think about all the important documents in the wallet. The hassle to do again my IC and license. Not really care about the money coz I do believed that if kalau duit tu bukan rezeki kita, simpan atau jaga macam mana pun, kalau nak hilang dia akan hilang jugak.

Anyway, things happen. Nak buat mcm mana. Cuma doakan yang terbaik and Insyaallah, ada hikmah disebalik semua ini. Maybe this is one of God test on me before HE gave me something even better. Insyaallah..

Guys.. just be extra careful next time and don't take things for granted. Kadang kala kita leka dalam kondusi yang kita biasa.

Road Trip "NZ"

This is my plan for this year. Rent a caravan and do a road trip and cover as much as possible the KIWI land

I Already got a sample itenary and contact details for the relevant parties in New Zealand from My Bro Sam n Sis Saerah. Now, its a planning stage. Hopefully this will be a reality.

Snap Snap HKG & MACAU Jan 2010

Below are some of the pictures that I took from my previous trip to Hongkong and Macau. Hope you guys enjoy..

HONG KONG



















MACAU